雍正鳳 Yong Zheng-feng
傈僳族 Lisu
主修：英語 Major: English
資助年度 Supporting since：2013
預計畢業年度 Estimated graduation year：2016
正鳳來自雲南偏遠山區，家有父母和弟弟，都是農民。父親義務在教會作傳道服侍，家中經濟一直緊張，加上連續四年大旱，收入更差，負債纍纍。父母本想出城打工補貼日常所需，唯獨看到教會沒人作牧養工作，爺爺奶奶亦需人照顧，所以咬緊牙關堅持留下，仰望神的供應。
Zheng-feng hails from hilly interior of Yunnan in a peasantry family comprising parents and a younger brother. Her father is a local preacher and household finance has always been tight. The four years of prolonged draught have further depressed earnings causing the family in deeper debts. Her parents could not leave for city jobs because no one would look after the local church and grandparents. They decided to stay put and depend on God for provision.
個人見證 Personal Testimony
我是家族中第四代的基督徒。從小的時候就跟著家人去教會參加聚會，後來開辦了主日學，又和小朋友一起在主日學學習。如果說小時候只是懵懂的跟隨，那麼我現在的信仰便是清晰而堅定的。而且立志在大學畢業後為主做工。
主耶穌的愛一直與我和家人同在。我所有的家人都信靠主，爺爺、叔伯和父親都是在教會事奉的，這是何等的榮耀。而我的家庭是極奇的和睦的。我們兄弟姊妹之間團結友愛，這是很難得的。「敬畏耶和華是智慧的開端」，上帝大能的彰顯，使我們幾兄弟姊妹都聰慧靈敏，在校成績優異，在家尊敬長輩，能跟隨主的引導。就我個人來說，若不是主的恩典，單憑個人的智慧，是考不上大學的。在貧困的高寒山區，更是沒有機會上大學的。將一切榮耀頌讚都歸給主。
在2012年8月發生了一件事，讓我更加信靠主。那天我和父親去鄉上辦事，走到中途，父親突然呼吸困難，喘不上氣，一下子就倒下了。那是在荒野中，前不著村，後不著店。我從來沒有經歷過這樣的事，一下子就嚇哭了，手足無措。當時過度的恐慌讓我忘記了一切，只覺得快要失去父親了。痛苦的父親卻堅定的對我說：「孩子，不要怕，和爸爸一起禱告！」於是我和父親一起跪下，開始向上帝祈求。第一遍禱告過後，父親的病沒有好轉，於是第二遍，第三遍…… 不記得是在第幾遍，父神彰顯了他的大能，憐憫我們。最後父親恢復了正常，和我抵達鄉上辦成了事。那天雖驚險，上帝卻沒有離棄我和父親。感謝主！
後來在反思自己，在遇到突發事件時，只顧驚慌害怕，忘記了尋求神。我是軟弱的，我需要更多的學習主的話語，更多的親近主。很感謝上帝，一直沒有掉棄我這個軟弱的，有無數過犯的罪人。
這是個物慾橫流的時代，主耶穌是唯一的救贖。我將堅定不移的跟隨主的腳踪。「婦女美貌而無見識，如同金環帶在豬鼻上」，我是多麼的幸運，當別的同齡女孩都沒有機會求學，只能結婚生子的時候，我能上大學學習知識。這是主的恩典，我會努力學習主的話語，聽從父神的教導，認真學習科學的知識，成為父神驕傲的女兒。
正鳳
I am a fourth generation Christian. By God’s grace and calling, I started going to church at a young age with family members. Later when a Sunday school started, I joined other children to learn about God. As a child I might not have understood much. Today, however, I am clear and firm about my faith. Indeed, I aspire to serve the Lord after completing my university education.
The love and blessing of Christ have always been with me and family members. Firstly, all my family members are believers. My fraternal grandfather, my father and his brothers were all serving God in church. What a glorious service! Secondly, peace and harmony always exist in my family among siblings and between parents and children. This is rare. Without God’s love, my family too would split like others with family members picking on each other. Thirdly, God makes Proverbs1:7 (“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge”) into a reality in my family. All my siblings perform well in schools and they are respectful of elders and obedient to God’s word. In my case, surely it’s by God’s grace and not by my ability that I got into a university. All glory be to God!
Something happened in August 2012 which taught me to rely on God. One day, I was accompanying my father to town to attend to a matter. Halfway the journey, my father suffered breathing difficulty and collapsed. It was in a wilderness far away from any village. I cried in desperation. I was paralyzed by the fear of losing my father. My father in his agony calmed me down saying: “Fear not my child, let’s pray to God!” So we knelt down and prayed. Nothing happened. We prayed again and again and again for umpteen times. And then, I saw father stabilize under the power and mercy of God. He was well enough to make the journey to town and settled the matter. Dad had a frightening brush with death but God did not leave us. Thank you Lord!
Looking back at the incident, I saw how under the grip of fear I forgot to pray to God for help. I realized I was weak and need to draw near to Him and feed on His word. I thank God for His faithfulness despite my weaknesses and iniquities.
We live in a time of worldly desires. Jesus is our only hope for salvation and I seek to follow His footpath closely. Proverbs 11:22 says “like a gold ring in a pig’s snout is a beautiful woman without good sense.” I consider myself highly fortunate in comparison to my peers who do not have chance for higher education and invariably end up getting married and bearing children.
God’s grace is upon me. I seek to study God’s word seriously and obey His instruction faithfully. At the same time, I will also deepen my knowledge in the sciences and humanities. I wish to become a worthy child of God.
Zheng-feng
